Okay, so yes, I did reach a major milestone in my life. I am now actually 50 years old. Since I cannot change the fact that I have no control over this aging process, do I have to like it? Because although I have a tendency to be an optimist, I truly do not like being 50 years old! I tell myself that it is just a number. But it's a big number! If this year had been just a bit easier, maybe the number wouldn't actually bother me so much. Despite any challenges the year brings, I still vow not to let the ugly number be a down side to life. I will be honest and say that I do want to do more for myself to be healthy and positive. I am certain I will pay more attention to my wrinkles and try to eat healthier. But I say that every year with my New Years Resolutions, too!
I think I will just make myself repeat daily, " I am 50, and I am fabulous!"
Is it working?? Am I fabulous yet?
